Im deleting memories
Running away
Running away from everything
I've been burning bridges
Dividing myself
Carrying me into delirium
So it starts once again
Another day meant
Meant to be fulfilled with broken words empty lies
Im sharing these thoughts
Towards the one who looks at me with pale eyes
Who looks at me the same way my whole life
When the clock hits midnight
All these scars on my body are not enough to hold me
Hunting all the feelings
Long forgotten and buried deep within myself
Im deleting memories
Running away
Running away from everything
I've been burning bridges
Dividing myself
Carrying me into delirium
I wish somebody could hold me
And somebody would just show me
How to show appreciation
Without all deception
How to be the one Ive wanted
Not to be the one who caused this
Im screaming out for love
While my heart is numb
Closing of my broken self
I can see all lights filling the world like fireflies
None of them meant to be mine
And still I'm moving forward
Onwards away from the rays
Cause i will never know the grace
To be accepted as I am
Still I'm moving forward
Im deleting memories
Running away
Running away from everything
I've been burning bridges
Dividing myself
Carrying me into delirium
And I can see it now
Those lights were always
Near my heart and changing lives
Forgotten ive awoken
I wish i could be the one who shines
I wish I could be the one who shines upon these darkened lives
Upon those shimmering fading lights
I will stand above those lies
Took some time to realize
That i can change my course of life