On my own, stuck in disarray (disarray)
Killing time 'til I know I'll end up grey
Cloudy eyes, smile on my face
When it fades away I know what waits
Now I'm up against the wall, up against the wall
Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
Up against the wall, up against the wall
Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
You're lost and you can't hide it
Why can't I face the silence?
On and on and on, I made something
On and on and on, outta nothing
Defined by my defiance
My thoughts are endless riots
On and on and on, I made something
On and on and on, outta nothing
See the face of someone else in my reflection
Is it me or a vision of depression?
Craving joy is becoming my obsession
I can't get enough
Up against the wall, up against the wall
Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
Up against the wall, up against the wall
Know I'm gonna fall, know I'm gonna fall
You're lost and you can't hide it
Why can't I face the silence?
On and on and on, I made something
On and on and on, outta nothing
Defined by my defiance
My thoughts are endless riots
On and on and on, I made something
On and on and on, outta nothing
I'm just a fragile disaster
Dreaming in black and blue, ah
Why can't I face the silence? (Silence)
You're lost and you can't hide it
Why can't I face the silence?
On and on and on, I made something
On and on and on, outta nothing
Defined by my defiance
My thoughts are endless riots
On and on and on, I made something
On and on and on, outta nothing
On and on and on (I made nothing)