To Judith, I owe you some answers
16, to be exact
I took a moment to write these answers
You'll find them all attached
Okay, attaching, clicking on it and attaching
I don't expect a response from you
In fact, it's probably best you don't
I'm not looking for forgiveness (I'm not looking for forgiveness)
I'm only giving you what you are owed
In the attachment
It's all there in the attachment
All that's left now is to hit send
And the weight of the choice will be gone
Nothing I needed to say left unsaid
Those 16 questions did their job
And now this can end
With a PDF full of feelings and deepest regrets
I just have to hit send
Oh God, is it weird that I am writing my ex-wife out of the blue?
Are there any answers she could misconstrue?
Of course, she could
And of course she will
Scrutinize my answers, think I'm full of shit
Wonder why it took me years to get this over with
That's fine
Who cares, who cares, not me
Sent
It sent, I sent it
I sent you the email with my answers attached
And now I've sent my final message
And now I've had the final word
This love affair ends with a three-page PDF
How 2017
How absurd
But I can finally move on now (I can finally move on now)
No more living in the past (no more living in the past)
No more hoarding all my answers
Each and every single one of them I left attached
Here's to never looking back
All my answers are attached (it's okay, I'm not gonna look back, I'm not gonna look back, and if I just keep repeating it, then it's not gonna happen)
Here's to never looking back (not gonna look in the inbox, not gonna look in the inbox, I've already sent it, I've already sent it)
All my answers are attached (okay! this feels great, this feels really great! yep, sent it, not looking back, they're all attached)
Here's to never looking back (not gonna look back! close the laptop, that's it)
All my answers are attached (not gonna look, I'm just gonna walk away from the computer monitor!)
Here's to never looking back (here's to never looking back! all my answers are attached! this feels great!)
All my answers are attached (woo! alright, big day for Jase!)
Okay, it's over
Oh my God, it's really over