That's 'cus I wanted to Yeah Why must you lie to my face ma You failed on keepin us safe ma I fear the only thing scaring you is The lack in your safe, huh You been in a place, huh I've been alone for a decade and more You're trapped in a cage, huh Elephant in the room, hard to ignore Never your fault though I couldn't pay you to take any blame, right My siblings agree You just believe that your kids are insane, right Ain't spoken in years Most of my fears are looped in the same fight Done drowning in tears I live for cheers, maybe it's all spite You were my biggest fan insight Kinda like the hero type Helped flex my appetite Lecture on skype almost every night You're burning the bridge as you type There's no returning, but you think you might How many times do I block all your numbers I hope you recover, but you're like dynamite I'm sorry to say I love you momma, but I appreciate the space You collect the drama In fact, I think that it's all that you chase I learned it all from you The good I cherish the bad I try to shake You put too much weight on hate, for goodness sake Just clean your plate Why you always on some fumin' shit Put them stoges down It's getting heated over dollar signs You should cool down Always shouting all these foolish lies Who's the fool now Never sorry while you're doing it Let yourself out You have discussions mapped out the way that you want it, yeah If it reroutes a different direction you gun it, yeah I can't get through to you, you're stubborn I'm stalling, I'm done Quit talking I'm walking away It's harder to swallow You feel so Hollow (Yeah) (Shit)