Here we go
I don't know how to tell you
You don't know how to be me
Tell myself in the mirror
Damn this shit been on repeat
Take a chance this my speech
Took a breath I can't speak
Take a shot like Aubrey
Troubled thoughts pass by me
Reading texts from my past
Girlies give me all the sass
Yeah I fight with my moms
So stubborn that it always lasts
So numb can't feel a bit
Act a fool for the hell of it
Do it sober- rather take a hit
So fucked not celibate
This is my life don't celebrate
If I'm at your crib then I took a break
From this long ass week I've been working straight
When it's my time
My third offense
On the record I plead guilty
I killed the beat
I had no defense
I'm on a mission
What am I missing?
What if make it?
Who are we kidding?
I'm on a mission
What am I missing?
What if make it?
Who are we kidding?
I might just reel in I'm hooked
This that feeling I'm hooked
I might just reel in I'm hooked
This that feeling I'm hooked
This that sold out I'm booked
Hit that ceiling I'm shook
It's those mushrooms we swallowed
And all the worries they took
Life is blurry
Can't wait till thirties
My watch is running fast these days ain't in a hurry
A quarter past my 15 minutes of shine I'm bright
Make it last give me your digits we up all night
What a decision to land on
We out, take flight
We on the come down now
So all the chairs upright
No new friends in my plans
I got the ones that I'll need
We want houses on mountains
I want your hands to the clouds and all of you thunderous shouting
All of you thunderous shouting
I'm on a mission
What am I missing?
What if make it?
Who are we kidding?
I'm on a mission
What am I missing?
What if make it?
Who are we kidding?
I might just reel in I'm hooked
This that feeling I'm hooked
I might just reel in I'm hooked
This that feeling I'm hooked
I might just reel in I'm hooked
This that feeling I'm hooked
I might just reel in I'm hooked
This that feeling I'm hooked
I must be tripping or I'm faded
Maybe a mix of both
Baby just raise your glass and make a toast
30K so I quit
Excuse me for I shall boast
And it's a tough decision to admit but D can never coast
I can see the shore
I might be unsure
But no longer drowning
I'm no longer frowning
I won't be ignored
Walked away and then locked the door
Maybe I don't want that comfort anymore
Maybe I don't need it
I'd rather starve than pout in a cubicle
Trapped for hours thinking life ain't beautiful
Tell me what you would do
You know I had to leave it feeling mad defeated