I wish I could say I'm sorry for the things that I have done
But I know the weight of those won't be carried by my voice
I never meant to hurt you; I never meant you harm
You're not the girl I thought you were
Well, I couldn't be all that you wanted
I don't believe in bad people, I believe in my mistakes
I believe in letting go
Is this what love's supposed to look
Like (Such stories have been told by me)
Or was it the fear of being alone that kept us in each other's arms?
If this is what love's supposed to look
Like (These things have gotten the best of me)
I would rather die alone than live so helplessly
This one goes out to my mother, it goes out to my dad
You made me half of who I am. You're half of me I hate
Well, how fucking low of you to bury me in guilt
Those nights you left me by a phone when you were with
You were with someone else
Half of who I was back then is half of who I hate
Now I can only hope that things will get better, this will go away
And these mistakes won't get the best
Of me, but they'll still haunt the days
Where I am forced to deal with these choices you made
Half of everything I am - half of what I hate
Wishing this would go away
These mistakes won't make the best
Of me, but they'll still haunt the days
Where I am forced to deal with the choices you made
Is this what love's supposed to look
Like (Such stories have been told by me)
Or was it the fear of being alone that kept us in each other's arms?
If this is what love's supposed to look
Like (These things have gotten the best of me)
I would rather die alone than live so helplessly
(The best of me)