Why do I fuck up and lie? Because I'm not scared of what you think about my decisions I know it's hard to make a living, but it'll be alright Why would you be scared? I'm right here I'm alive And you You know me I'll be on my feet That's what you're going to think, but at night I fall apart Oh it ain't supposed to be this way I think about it night and day Soon something has got to change I'll keep it together just for today My plans work out in my head, but they don't pull through enough, it shows I tried to get educated, but that didn't work that year, and now I'm still in debt