I keep waking up on the far side of this bed Roses in my hands but I give you thorns instead And I don't really wanna be me right now 'Cause I don't like to Love you when I'm bitter and I'm broken down So I've been quiet Sitting in silence Sleeping these months away I know you feel it But when I'm dreaming It's the only place I wanna stay Oh, oh oh I'm just tryna find a way Oh, oh oh So I can give you better days Was I someone else when I promised I would keep The Sun under your skin and my body at your feet? 'Cause I don't even really know me right now And I'm not used to Feeling like I'm falling Like I've let you down So I've been quiet Sitting in silence Sleeping these months away I know you feel it But when I'm dreaming It's the only place I wanna stay Oh, oh oh I'm just tryna find a way Oh, oh oh So I can give you better days I'll take, the heartaches, the mistakes To save you from feeling This low, but don't go, don't go So I've been quiet Sitting in silence Sleeping these months away I know you feel it But when I'm dreaming It's the only place I wanna stay So I've been quiet Sitting in silence Sleeping these months away I know you feel it But when I'm dreaming It's the only place I wanna stay Oh, oh oh I'm just tryna find a way Oh, oh oh So I can give you better days