It hurts to think your last smile could've been your last
You try to stop to take it in but it's done past
You try to be a kid but your life moves so fucking fast
And it seems to speed up every time you have a laugh I'm sorry
I wish I had better news, please don't be like me and regret the ones you lose
Pick up the phone, you're what they need
And if you cry sometimes know that never makes you weak
I type that up as the tears hit my screen, I wish I said I love you
We could've smiled instead of being mean, just know I always loved you
I'll be sure to pray so we can speak, help me through the struggle
I type this up as the tears hit my screen
If shit don't last it wasn't meant to be and we both understand why eventually
Watch the memories replay I made my peace
And we never apologize for the right things, more the wrong things
Still haunt my dreams, fuck I'm way too in my head this shit is make believe
Sick of shutting people out that want the best for me
Maybe I never figured out why gods testing me
Times change but some people like to never change
Seen us both grow apart in like 7 days
Still the chubby nerdy bitch since like the 7th grade
Guess I'm still just tryna' cope with all this fucking pain
Man I feel so lame I don't deserve nothing
Feeling like I always leave before I hurt someone
Here's my sorry if I ever put my worst on you
Learned there's nothing more empowering than being honest
I type that up as the tears hit my screen, I wish I said I love you
We could've smiled instead of being mean, just know I always loved you
I'll be sure to pray so we can speak, help me through the struggle
I type this up as the tears hit my screen
I hope you understand why I left, why I left
I can't get stuck again, so I left, so I left
This song begs to leave my heart
If you were hear right now it wouldn't be so hard
Put a smile on your face take the pain away
Look to the sky when you don't know the road to take
This song begs to leave my heart
If you were hear right now it wouldn't be so hard
Put a smile on your face take the pain away
Look to the sky when you don't know the road to take
Don't let this bad time be your last time
Don't let this bad time be your last time
Don't let this bad time be your last time
Don't let this bad time be your last time