I feel like everything I do
Breaks me down, can't face the truth
Its so lonely in myself
Sorry I ain't someone else
Why I'm always this confused?
Close to break, but I'll pull through
I somehow know that's how I'm built
To keep on going, that's my will
Let go but the pain took a toll on me
If I fall, know I did it, and it's all on me
I can't blame another being for the shit I feel
Why's it hurt so bad, if the pain ain't real
Feel cold like my feelings turn to stone on me
Stay strong that's just all I ever wanted homie
Tryna make a new meaning for the life I built
But to conquer your mind takes more than skill
Thoughts turn into my downfall
Think I need God
Anytime I hit the ground then I turn the limit on
Swear I never want a life with my feeling's just gone
I need to think twice, 'fore I do somebody wrong
I've been living all my life
On a run from myself
Think my legs getting tired,
But my mind needs help
So if I don't keep going,
Then I won't be here to help the people
Well
And this just ain't about myself, No
Look around at someone else, Yeah
I feel like everything I do
It breaks me down, can't face the truth
Its so lonely in myself
Sorry I ain't someone else
Why I'm always this confused?
Close to break, but I'll pull through
I somehow know that's how I'm built
To keep on going that's my will
Feel like I'm paying back karma
Push a little more know that change is upon us
Fixing who I am, see that list is a long one
Locked away my past
In the closet with the monsters
Always more to conquer
I know it in my soul
I feel it in my stomach
When the past take control
I always wanna self-love but I self-loathe
Do I wanna get stuck here?
That's a hell no!
So much more to know
So much need to change
I think I'm getting close to understanding my fate
And when my time comes
I'll be ready and awake
And even though there's time it's something we shouldn't waste, Yeah
I feel like everything I do
It brings me closer to the truth
I know it's time to learn myself, myself
Cuz I ain't someone else
To walk in circles, I refuse
Close to change I'm breaking through