I wasn't expecting much
And good thing, cause you really would have let me down
Now I feel we're losing touch
And I'm wondering if I should stick around
Cause here's the thing: you don't really care about me
There's a hundred other people put before me
But silence instead of a "no"
It's like should I stay or should I go
So I press send and then I wait around
I never had illusions about what I meant to you
I know exactly where we stand
I tell myself it's nothing personal as I am waiting here
Just another one of your 773 unread messages
I spend hours composing texts
Analyzing, asking for advice
But all of them just stay unread
And I doubt that you even think twice
Cause here's the thing: you don't really care about me
There's a hundred other people put before me
I'm sure it doesn't bother you
But I am left feeling uncool
When I press send and then I wait around
I never had illusions about what I meant to you
I know exactly where we stand
I tell myself it's nothing personal as I am waiting here
Just another one of your 1,162 unread messages
And I don't really trust you
But you haven't given me a reason to
I've seen you push others away
And that could be me on any given day
I know that you won't give me the attention that I need
But I'm so desperate to be wanted so I'll keep sending 'til you read
I never had illusions about what I meant to you
I know exactly where we stand
I tell myself it's nothing personal as I am waiting here
Just another one of your 2,245 unread messages