This innocent idolatry Not letting You in too deep Because who knows if You can handle me This innocent idolatry I thought it made You proud of me To keep my tears back behind my eyes When did I decide I'm not allowed to cry Positivity can't split these seas And all my optimism won't set this captive free I need a King who hung on Calvary I'll always need a God who feels deeply I need a God who knows the, the gravity This innocent idolatry I made You somehow just like me Unable to sit in the suffering This innocent idolatry Movin' too fast past my grief When You are acquainted with what I'm carrying When did I decide I'm not allowed to cry Positivity can't split these seas And all my optimism won't set this captive free I need a King who hung on Calvary I'll always need a God who feels deeply I need a God who knows the gravity Don't let this truth be lost on me My God He feels the gravity of everything