Ooh, ooh So sure The irony of that Is making me laugh Kinda So sure I know what is true So I should know what to do What to do I need my head and my heart To not be so far apart 'Cause they rarely agree When the pressure is on, yeah, yeah I say I trust you But do I really trust you? I keep on sipping on the poison You are the honey on the vine I turn my beauty into ashes You turn the water into wine I turn my beauty into ashes You turn the water into wine Seems like The irony of this Is making me miss You guide Seems like I can lie to myself Better than anyone else That I know Caught in my own undertow And it won't let me go 'Cause I made it myself With the poison I choked down And I really don't want it But I really do want it, yea I keep on sipping on the poison You are the honey on the vine I turn my beauty into ashes You turn the water into wine I keep hating what I do, but I love it I keep loving what I do, but I hate it I keep hating what I do, but I love it I keep loving what I do, but I hate it When I don't really know what I need (I keep hating what I do, but I love it) Can you please take this cup from me, yea, yea (I keep loving what I do, but I hate it) I keep hating what I do but No, no I keep on sipping on the poison You are the honey on the vine I turn my beauty into ashes You turn the water into wine I keep on sipping on the poison You are the honey on the vine I turn my beauty into ashes You turn the water into wine