I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you can have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you can have it all Oh my empire of dirt Oh I will let you down Oh I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away Oh I would keep myself Oh I would find a way