I didnt mean to blow you off I never even thought to call you When i saw you yestarday You said everything was fine And all this laughing Means i'm runnin' away Cause the things we have are fucked And the things we had are gone Sometimes it takes so long to wake up What's the matter with my life anyway? Friends around me like to talk I guess they want to know If i'm gonna sleep 'til noon All these people need to keep their mouths shut Cause in the end the choice is mine You never heard me asking you Don't want to play a part I'm living in living So i guess i know who my friends really are All those times it came to stealing You never let me go that far And then you told me not to smoke it but i did And it took me far away, yea it took me far away