Some days I'm up, some days I'm down Some days I don't give a fuck about anything 'cause Yesterday I gave everything now I want somethin' back Wanna end it all I wanna save the world I wanna take whatever was never mine I wanna shout it all out to the world, I wanna keep it all inside Here I am Well I'm just lookin' for better days the Kind that never seem to come my way So, here I am Well I'm just lookin' for better days the Kind that never seem to come Just when you need 'em most I remember a time tot too long ago When all my day's would only start in one shade of black when All the thoughts that dragged through my head seem to wash away the sun Always a dollar short and one split second out of time Exiled in a memory, tonight I'll drink I Drink myself to sleep Well I'm just part of all the madness here I know When anything I say or do won't ever, ever change a thing When the words have all been spoken and intentions smoked away I find myself in the same ol' shit The same ol' shit again Maybe today won't be the same Maybe I'll just stand my ground Maybe another time another place I'll float myself right outta here under the influence of reality Some days I drive myself insane, some days I'm all I've got Some days I'm tired of seeing the world take everything I'm not It's hard to get it right when doin' wrong is all you know I'll take my chance when tomorrow comes with a little luck I'll grow