So many sleepless nights i've had Can't seem to close my eyes These december days are dark and cold Makes for the sad and the long night Trapped inside I can't find my way back home Pretend i was just a friend And i wish i could I wish i could say no Here i am I must be watching someone else And i close my eyes and try to see your face Someone tell the stars to go away I'd like the sky real black today So i can keep the ghost inside my skin I remember how you tried and smile Is there a reason why All these memories left me in surprise With sorry love tricks you used me badly Trapped inside I can't find my way back home Pretend i was just a friend And i wish i could I wish i could say no Here i am I must be watching someone else And i close my eyes and try to see your face Someone tell the stars to go away I'd like the sky real black today So i can keep the ghost inside my skin And i thought i had all the answers to my life Everything i knew was wrong And i thought i had all the answers to my life Everything i knew was wrong Wish i could say hello to all my friends I'll say hello to you again Wish i could say hello to all my friends And i'll say hello to you again And i'll say hello to you again I'll say hello to all my friends I'll say hello