Too many sleepless nights I agonized over every detail Moving left then moving right Realize I'm only chasing my tail No more chewing off my nails No more working through the night No more replays in my head Of all the things I didn't say right No more plotting all the ways And endless try to optimize or then No more practice no more prep, Resist the urge to apologize I'm crankin' up the numb Turning down the give a shit Gonna have some fun I'll mute the noise That worries myself sick Turning up the "I don't care" Gonna have some fun I've given my last fuck There's nothing there So glad I let it slide My worry washing off of me now Losing grip not holding tight To weight that's only dragging me down No more chewing off my nails No more working through the night No more replays in my head Of all the things I didn't say right No more plotting all the ways And endless try to optimize or then No more practice no more prep, Resist the urge to apologize I'm crankin' up the numb Turning down the give a shit Gonna have some fun I'll mute the noise That worries myself sick Turning up the "I don't care" Gonna have some fun I've given my last fuck There's nothing there