Sunrise sunrise Some crazy shit been on my mind I know that I will get over Just give me some time But look I'm tryna hit the brakes Tryna flatline looking into your eyes Look at me I'm alright Trying to think about the memories Of us just standing outside Tryna live the live tryna live it until we die Never realized all the demons in your life Never thought you would go and commit suicide What's wrong with that What's wrong with me Why the fuck you ain't take a step back And let me fucking breathe Did you really have to hurt me Put me teen feet underneath Look right into my eyes and tell me you believe me Isn't that all it's about Doing that shit for the clout Devils mad at all this yeah h'es trying to get out I don't know if I can scream Because his voice is too loud I don't know if I can leave Because I'm trapped in his house Baby you don't need no one else Sit here feeling what I felt I don't know if I'm in heaven or if this is really hell I'm having trouble listening Baby I think I need help You can treat me like a garbage but I'm already in hell (Ey, why do you even talk to me) Sunrise sunrise Some crazy shit been on my mind I know that I will get over Just give me some time I know I'm tryna hit the brakes Tryna flatline now you're in my fucking head stuck in my mind Where the fuck I was supposed to go when I was lost in time What the fuck I was supposed to do When I knew you weren't mine I never lost hope But then I realized I'm nothing but a joke through your eyes Yeah what am I gonna do When I can't live my life with you Gonna live in defiance I'm defying all my youth I don't know if I can fight it But I'll find my way to you And I guess I cannot hide it Cause I'm hiding here with you Tell myself I'm alright Leading to the sunrise Here inside our own minds And when we losing the focus We never thought we would notice All our feelings emotions That we can't hide and we show em We know that it's too hard To live life these broken hearts And when the sunrise Tell myself I'm alright Tryna fuck my head take away all of my bread Say that you will leave me dead Say that I ain't really there When I'm always fucking there Why you even still here Girl you never even cared I don't even want you Get the fuck up off my chair