I know you're surprised
That I haven't freaked out by now
I've been good with my feelings
I learned how to block them
And shut my mouth
Cus I made up my mind that
It's not worth my time when
I can write my feelings down
So I've been the bigger guy
And I let you live your life
Save what you don't want to hear out loud
So tell me is it real now
Is this how you feel now
You were talking shit
Didn't think that I would find out
You left me so broken
I was too soft spoken
I just kept my mouth shut
But now i'm tired of choking
I let you eat me alive
Push my feelings aside
Strip me of all my pride
Forget you
I've been so good to your guy
Oh I think he's so nice
But I'm biting my tongue for you two
Cus how do you think I feel
When it's this real
And I gotta act like it ain't
Its killing me slowly
Ohh it's killing me slowly
I know you're surprised
That I haven't broke down by now
Haven't downed any bottles
Full speed on the throttle
And rip you down
I would pick you up from bars
Always held you in my arms
In the time that you weren't in your head
You were seeing other guys
Every weekend on the side
But you would still sleep in my bed
So tell me is it real now
Is this how you feel now
You were talking shit
Didn't think that I would find out
You left me so broken
I was too soft spoken
I just kept my mouth shut
But now i'm tired of choking
I let you eat me alive
Push my feelings aside
Strip me of all my pride
Forget you
I've been so good to your guy
Oh I think he's so nice
But I'm biting my tongue for you two
Cus how do you think I feel
When it's this real
And I gotta act like it ain't
Its killing me slowly
Ohh it's killing me slowly
I know you're surprised
That I put all these rude songs out
Cus I told you don't worry
That no words to hurt you'd
Come out my mouth
But that was when you cared
Told me you'd always be there
Back before you left me in the dust
I was always there
Let you sleep over I cared
Then you dropped me for a guy and took off
So tell me is it real now
Is this how you feel now
You were talking shit
Didn't think that I would find out
You left me so broken
I was too soft spoken
I just kept my mouth shut
But now i'm tired of choking
I let you eat me alive
Push my feelings aside
Strip me of all my pride
Forget you
I've been so good to your guy
Oh I think he's so nice
But I'm biting my tongue for you two
Cus how do you think I feel
When it's this real
And I gotta act like it ain't
Its killing me slowly
Ohh it's killing me slowly