What s the colour of my pills Memorise them by their format I am on antidepressants To pretend that I m alright (alright!) I need a perfect balance Of my untamed chemistry To avoid confusion as you know I use to lose control Born in 1979 At school I ve always been popular No ideia of what I want My entire world is a couch (what?) My generation has flaws Of character stability I am so spoiled by my folks I can t take it no more I play someone who is focused While I am dying deep inside To my friends I say no word of What I m secretly up to So I break down in silence Just me and my dear pills Don t bother trying to keep me safe It s already too late