Put in my heart and soul, ya'll don't even know
But nobody gave a damn about Ima let it go
People tell me yo, that, right there
Was the best shit that you ever wrote
Oh, really, was it?
Then why ain't that shit buzzin, was it
Cuz it, didn't talk about doin nothin
Doesn't, matter anymore now does it?
Fuck it, made a whole CD to please the blogs
Cuz I knew that Im gonna need that blogs
All I get was tepid and weak applause
Everybody gonna be seein my flaws
If you don't like it, write about it type about
Go on open wide for my d and balls
Maybe I'm afraid of heights
Cuz I think that the whole damn world wanna see me fall
Uh, I'm sorry what I put ya thru
I'm sorry what I couldn't do
All the bull that I went and pulled
And I don't say this nearly enough but god damnit youre beautiful
And over everything you do
Wanna say thank you for being you
And I, know I take for granted
All the good, that's handed to me, but ya'll gon see
How Im gonna make the best of what I got
Stead of sitting on this couch and smoking all this pot
Gonna get up off my ass and really take a shot
So I won't have an excuse for doing what I'm not
And now, I'm just gonna be me
I feed off that external validation
Switch up my style to feed em what they cravin
Readin what theyre saying, oh he had a great hook
Why do I Take it to heart
What they say about Marc
I been Playin a part
What I crave from my art
Is a place in your heart
But some praise and a pat on the back is a start
To much pride to try to go viral just for the sake of being viral
Spiraling out of control but I'm liable to fire at a rival or light up the bible
A match or a lighter, a tad bit of fire, grab it incite it, have to get higher
The fact that I can't get a track to be viable the past I was wack but atleast I was viral
I know they weren't loving me but admit I was somebody
Now my shit is so lovely but nobody will fuck with me
I don't mean to be uppity but I'm sick of it sick of it do I have any company?
Am I trippin? I was hated
Got better and now they're indifferent
I'm debatin
Gotta say it
Do I wanna be respected or make it?
Would give anything not to give a fuck Ima puppet
To public perception I'm stuck in a rut in this mud how the fuck do I budge
Be above it and not give a fuck if they love it or say they I suck
The fact of it is Im real bad at this shit still adaptin to this
When I rapped as kid and first dabbled in this never imagined this biz
Was as bad as it is