Underneath the surface I confess (But I confess just to me) Underneath the surface we can't take our stress (No one can take their stress) All this starts with us being careless We don't know ourselves we are selfless, then we're going down alone Not everybody's gonna feel The moment you're suicidal But let's get this straight for real That it would hit me like a tidal wave Hit me like a tidal wave How to reconnect with what is relevant (I just don't know) Now that we have lost our sense of elements Oh killing me, killing you, I still follow through, but I've just had enough But I keep pushing me, dragging me, hoping I will see What I need to find myself again Like you were never taught to deal With pain that's all caused by violence But let's consider it quite real 'Cause it can hit you like a tidal wave Hit me like a tidal wave (Tidal wave) Hit me like a tidal wave I'm done feeling like a time bomb Ready to explode on the top of my head I'm killing all this bullshit Let me sink my head into the deepest ocean that I can find Be free ♪ Not everybody' s gonna feel The moment you're suicidal But let's get this straight for real That it would hit me like a tidal wave Hit me like a tidal wave (Tidal wave) Hit me like a tidal wave (Tidal wave)