I've been in my own head lately
Pacing back and forth between the good, the bad, the safe
'Cause I gotta feel the failings
Scared I might go insane
Fuck I got a migraine, yeah
But I'm trying my best to be okay, okay
Then I'm telling myself that there's no way, no way
Keep telling myself that there's no way, no way
Oh, I chainsmoke 'til I'm black in the lungs
But that don't help me
But that don't help me
And I cling to a bottle
'Cause it's keeping me numb
But that don't help me
Can someone help me?
'Cause I can't help me
I'm tryna find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh, I hate this part of me
I'm tryna find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh, I hate this part of me
Tempted by my vices
I just need advice on, how to deal with life, so hectic
Used to be the best at dealing with the setbacks
Now I'm just plain-out desperate
I'm trying my best to be okay, okay
Then I'm telling myself that there's no way, no way
Keep telling myself that there's no way, no way
Oh, I chainsmoke 'til I'm black in the lungs
I'm black in the lungs
But that don't help me
But that don't help me
And I cling to a bottle
'Cause it's keeping me numb
But that don't help me
Can someone help me?
'Cause I can't help me
I'm tryna find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh, I hate this part of me
I'm tryna find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh, I hate this part of me
Tryna find a remedy (Ooh-ooh)
I'm tryna find a remedy
To drown out this anxiety
Oh, I chainsmoke 'til I'm black in the lungs
But that don't help me
Could someone help me?
'Cause I can't help me