Two steps forward, one back again Making sense of differences Hoping I don't lose a friend Beautiful trauma I can't resist Pulling me under while I can't swim Losing a battle I wanted so badly to win I refuse to lose you And I'll do anything that I have to But every time you run It makes me wanna hide And every time you love I ask the reason why Every time we fall I just pray to god It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise One step forward, and two steps back Holding on to the time we have Hoping this won't be the last I refuse to lose you And I'll do anything that I have to I refuse to lose you And I'll do anything that I have to But every time you run It makes me wanna hide And every time you love I ask the reason why Every time we fall I just pray to god It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise You never really know until you know what you know You just feel it in your blood, you feel it in your bones And all the pain, and the love is all we need to grow But you never really know until you know what you know But every time you run It makes me wanna hide And every time you love I ask the reason why Every time we fall I just pray to god It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise It's a blessing in disguise