How in the hell can I love someone if I don't even love myself?
I should just, I should just take my time
Before I hurt someone else
I always get this feeling
It's like 3AM and I'm staring at the ceiling
I can't put a finger on it
Will it go away by the morning?
I second guess every decision
Is it a chemical imbalance just blurring my vision?
Does that explain all the slow days?
Or am I getting in my own way?
Maybe the way that I phase out of this dark misery
Is finally admitting
How in the hell can I love someone if I don't even love myself?
I should just, I should just take my time
Before I hurt someone else
When I'm afraid to be alone
I tell myself that's part of growing up
Cause how in the hell can I love someone?
If I don't even, if I don't even love my
I could either break down crying
Or get myself up and start trying
I've always strayed away from the quiet
Cause I'd rather listen to you than the voice in my head
Saying everything I keep denying
It's building up and multiplying
I wanna say that I'm fine
But I'm fighting the signs of an unstable mind
So maybe the way that I change is to tell myself I'm free
And finally I get it
How in the hell can I love someone if I don't even love myself?
I should just, I should just take my time
Before I hurt someone else
When I'm afraid to be alone
I tell myself that's part of growing up
Cause how in the hell can I love someone?
If I don't even, if I don't even love my