When I breathe inside, with every part of me Feel my soul collide, imprisoned in debris Take it one by one, imploding full of fear Bones frail and numb, just want to disappear I don't want my mind to break I don't wanna lie awake I don't wanna I tried I'd fight I don't wanna feel this way I don't want myself to change I don't wanna I'd hide I lied In ash & fire Ash & fire In ash & fire Ash & fire Raging sparks go by, burning blackening And unstructured love, I'm dismantling Biting nails, torn up, lost my sanity Wanna step outside, leave humanity I don't want my mind to break I don't wanna lie awake I don't wanna I tried I'd fight I don't wanna feel this way I don't want myself to change I don't wanna I'd hide I lied In ash & fire Ash & fire In ash & fire Ash & fire I was blind finally understand it Day by day, what they say, keep demanding Moving forward, step on stones, climbed a mountain Why am I lying in I was blind finally understand it Day by day, what they say, keep demanding Moving forward, step on stones, climbed a mountain Why am I lying in In ash & fire Ash & fire In ash & fire Ash & fire I don't want my mind to break I don't wanna lie awake I don't wanna feel this way But I don't want myself to change