Your ex he looks just like me But he don't know the truth When you lay beside me I was in his shoes You were living lost inside your head Thinking about death, we played pretend Saying we were happy We were so confused I thought that if I fixed you Maybe it would fix me too I didn't wanna risk you 'Coz baby you're too much to lose It was metaphysical but conditional Living in a video game You were unpredictable but I loved it all Finding comfort in the pain Oh I thought that if I fixed you You were gearing up to fight me Because you had your proof That I was just as crazy Crazier than you I got too busy cleaning up your mess I couldn't face the demons in my head I thought that we were happy We were so confused I thought that if I fixed you Maybe it would fix me too I didn't wanna risk you 'Coz baby you're too much to lose It was metaphysical but conditional Living in a video game You were unpredictable but I loved it all Finding comfort in the pain Oh I thought that if I fixed you Oh I thought that if I fixed you Desert me cold turkey I like that you hurt me 'Cause one hit was never enough Still searching for meaning I feel like I'm dreaming But I know that it wasn't love I thought that if I fixed you Maybe it would fix me too I didn't wanna risk you 'Coz baby you're too much to lose Oh I thought that if I fixed you