I'm still trying to fit in my old life Before I ever laid eyes on you I still think of you awake at night Hoping I'm on your mind, too What we had may have been once in a lifetime All I have now are memories of you when you were all mine I still feel you, see you, breathe you in I still need you here This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear I hate falling asleep without you Dreaming of keeping you here I hate writing these songs about you Knowing you will never hear them What we had may have been once in a lifetime All I have now are memories of you when you were all mine I still feel you, see you, breathe you in I still need you here This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear ♪ I have changed now For better or for worse I'll never be the same now I hope you hear these words I still feel you, see you, breathe you in I still need you here This could be the year I disappear This could be the year I disappear I still feel you This could be the year I disappear I still need you here This could be the year I disappear