Please don't leave my room again
You're the only thing that made me feel like this year
Is still worth living
I wish I didn't have to write a song
About how everyone here hates me
So I'll drown in my mistakes that I can't fix
So I lay in the bottom of life
Everything that you said so in trust
Will never mean a thing
To anyone but me
And I spent this year just trying to graduate
But everything just won't help me concentrate
On all of my lies
They happen all the time
I can't leave this place forever
I'm a god damn mess, but I swear I'll get better in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
And I can't try to get past this bad weather
All the thoughts in my head just seem to cloud over in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
So if I stay, I'll keep out of your way
'Cause everything you said to me
Was written with complacency
And the places that you wanted me
Was something that I couldn't see
I cannot relate
Feeling weaker every day
I can't leave this place forever
I'm a god damn mess, but I swear I'll get better in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
And I can't try to get past this bad weather
All the thoughts in my head just seem to cloud over in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
So I spent all my money
Going from guitar lessons to therapy sessions
But I still feel pretty weak
And that's the way you abuse me
And that's the way you destroy me
And that's the way that you hate me
Every fucking day
I'm so sick of getting stoned in the shower
My lungs collapse and I lay there for hours
'Cause I don't want to waste a breath on anything
The places I fly with these broken wings
And it's true, that I need you
This life's not fucking fixed and I need a redo
I'm just a waste of breath, I need something new
Something out there to help me through
I can't leave this place forever
I'm a god damn mess but I swear I'll get better in time
In your eyes, I'm still doing just fine
And I can't try to get past this bad weather
All the thoughts in my head just seem to cloud over in time
So I spent all my money
Going from guitar lessons to therapy sessions
But I still feel pretty weak