You always were amazing Dad and this was never eant to make you sad, don' be sad. I built up walls around my world, no way for you to even tell at all, not at all. Don't tell me it's not that bad, you were they only one I ever had and I will hold the pact we made. You had a choice but you chose to leave. You had a choice, can't you see? I would kill have you around, I would kill to have you around. As we all grow older now, I pray to God and ask him how. Why would you take? I know I'm not the only one, suicide was on her mind all along. Lyrics written by Eroticus.