These thoughts that lead me Hurtling down the hallways of my mind Have me believing No door is worth a look behind Cracked walls, slumped ceilings Reflections of a broken peace... Calls out this fantasy I'm signing off I'm so done dealing with despair It's all my fault No one to blame, I'll own this all tonight Stillness calls me back to the beginning I'll wring my hands in lieu of feeling Right now, seems right to leave it all behind Seems right to leave it all behind These thoughts that lead me Hurtling down the hallways of my mind Have me reaching for an end I'm signing off Doldrums and death are both the same Temerity Dabbling in life like it's a phase Thinking deeply feels like bleeding I'm nothing if not needy I know it's right to leave it all behind It's right Stillness calls me back to the beginning Stillness, calls me back Stillness calls me back to the beginning Stillness, calls me back, calls me back Stillness calls me back to the beginning Stillness calls me back to the beginning Stillness calls me back to the beginning Stillness calls me back I never wanted this world, this world No, I never wanted this world, this world I never wanted this world, this world I never wanted