I think about everything way too much So i sit and get a little stuck I'm dealing with it constant on my own Nobody can help my chromosomes But I think I'm slowly getting free Then I wake up choking in my sleep Everywhere I go it follows me They don't know my traumas mentally Yeah Cause anxiety's the vallian to my brain Looks to kill me anytime of day My guilty thoughts rain on my parade And 9 deep breaths to get me through the day Been the same since I was 19 I'm fucking hate my anxiety ♪ I'm either in the future or the past It's scary how life dosen't last I wonder how many minutes of the day That I sit and dwell on all of my mistakes But I'm strong as an ox or tiger teeth No I won't let this defaet me Screaming out how hard can it be? Facing myself the enemy Cause anxiety's the vallian to my brain Looks to kill me anytime of day My guilty thoughts rain on my parade And 9 deep breaths to get me through the day Been the same since I was 19 I f hate my anxiety Fight it Fight it Fight it Fight it Fight it Fight it Fight it Fight it .