Here Stand helpless, alone in this world Panic stricken as I hear the key in the door His world a place of failure and rage My world of mental and physical pain I've tried to understand through time Why these images of my death Consume my mind I can't face up Can't block it out I must move on now And destroy this worthless life Smothered, silenced My visions of death now engraved I have been blessed with the suicide gene On your knees again Just another pointless waste Of everybodies time OBEY! Suicide Nobody gave a fuck to see the signs Suicide Nobody gives a fuck until you die You'll grace the side of my grave With a look on your face Like you never expected this I still bare the scars on my face Where you used your fist How could you do this to me? I was your only son This pain will plague you forever a constant reminder Of what you are A piece of shit That beat his kid I hope you die a thousand times Smothered, silenced My visions of death now engraved I have been blessed with the suicide gene (On your knees again) This pain will plague you forever And it won't end Suicide Nobody gave a fuck to see the signs Suicide Nobody thought to question why Suicide