Do I want to die? I have questioned my life's worth A thousand times Still nothing but a joyless smile An inner feeling of defeat Tears me up inside Spat out It's true what they say Never judge a book by its cover You don't know me one bit As much as you think My pain boils beneath the surface Leaving you to think that Everything's alright I'm on the verge of collapse My mind is ground zero It's the place where your future's your past Pronounced dead at the scene I'm living out a nightmare Not embracing the dream On the verge of collapse Chewed up spat out On the verge of collapse I am so good at being somebody else You don't know I keep it hidden Every day it takes its fucking toll I'm sick of fighting this alone What have I done to deserve this I don't know I'm on the verge of collapse I can't begin to tell you how this feels To see the world through my eyes It's like a noose around my neck I can't begin to tell you how this feels To see the world through my eyes It's like a noose around my neck You don't know I keep it hidden Every day it takes its fuckin' toll I'm sick of fighting this alone What have I done to deserve this I don't know Infatuated with how I'll meet my end Resurrecting demons that won't stay dead I'm on the verge of collapse Tear it all down