Overly infatuated
Fam asked when's the graduation
I had to tell them that plans changed
They don't what my name is
But they know I'm making music
Grandma saw me, she asked who's this
Had to explain
That I'm
Rebecca's son
The little one
I'm all grown up now
It's been 2 weeks since she last saw me
I'm terrified of getting old
Is all that this has taught me
I love my family even though they tell me that I'm scrawny
I never thought I'd see the day I'd say that they forgot me
And I'll be here with you
I'm not sure I'll make it through tomorrow
I stopped going to therapy
From fear that i have borrowed
Too much from somebody that i barely even know
I seem to make some rash decisions
Even though
I grew up hearing all the right things
No matter what just always trust in God's timing
I heard
And now I see those people dying
It hurts
An open bottle with no lighting
The worst
And I'll be here with you