The butterflies in my stomach have died Now there's lowly caterpillars that are waiting for the night to strike And they've been dying to escape The pit of my stomach's a real dark fuckin' place Oh, my new friends are starting to know Why my old ones don't talk to me anymore My ex knows why my last one's my last one Hey, guess why It's all my stupid fuckin' actions I'm gonna feel alone forever I'm gonna feel alone forever But I'm getting used to the thought Except late at night, no maybe I'm not I'm gonna feel alone forever I surely feel alone forever But I'm getting used to the thought Except late at night, no (maybe I'm not) She went to Columbia and I went to jail I just wanted another apple when she really wanted Yale And that is the problem where all of this lies I'm emotionally unstable. I'm just a crazy fuckin' guy! Who's– Who surely feel alone forever I'm gonna feel alone forever But I'm getting used to the thought And in a couple years I'm gonna pay to make it stop I'm gonna feel alone forever I'm gonna feel alone forever But I'm getting used to the thought And in a couple years I will pay to make it stop