This struggle
Been real, weight on my back
Raised in the dirt
Mama working 24
Still all this life we ain't never had jack
Fox on my tail
It seems that he's ahead
Am I really chasing him
This war in my head
So sour
Trying to get past to the sweet
Pass on seats in heat just to stand on my knees
Lord
It's always something
If it ain't the shower
It's the stove or the oven
Can't dispose of the trash
Cause the water turned off
Were sunk, trying to get up
But this world keeps flushing
I'm in this car, mothers in an ambulance
Feels like a Hurst
This can't be happenstance
Blood vessels burst
4 years after daddy passed
The very same way
This would be even worse
Oh my Lord
Took care of others
All of her life
Now she laid up, with a shut left eye
Weak on the right, sugar all over
Pressure sky high, Losing her mind
WHAT? 5 strokes?
Woman of faith here, ship sailed straight
No, not perfect, yet stood firm
Foundation was thrashed by waves
Talked about, betrayed, yet stayed
By Grace - saved
Lord I know we all have cups
Every man must sip, still this seems shot
Not shocked - just hurt to see her go through
More
Yeah, I am aware that no man's immune
But Lord I feel this, though the spirits in tune
This flesh is weak, I seek comfort in you
Mind my mind, mine for thines, assorted truth
Find divine, in spite, of grime, search for you
Lord
There's need, theres pain, its dark
Fighting to stand, barely can walk
Tide rising high on multiple fronts
Lord be my strength, help me bear this Cross
Lord I'm Calling
Because I need you to strengthen me
I am worn out from the brawling
I'm fighting yet, the tension gleans
I'm in a war for my mind
And my might, it won't succeed
We are hurting, world is fallen, rotten
Lord please bring relief
You have all power, Father
So this hour
I submit my sight
I need you to be my eyes
Hear me as I Cry
This Struggle, Been Real
Recycle that tape
Weight on my back
Raised in this dirt
Wrapped in a wreck full of hex
Even my breath
Reeks from the taint
Wait
Hold On, Sat high, looked low
Before there was even a low, to look on
Way before, before it all came
This death certificate was son
See - by me all came to be
Alpha, Power Ranged from 3
Thee and we
Balanced, in mind, everything in its prime, aligned
In the cool of the day
Relationship abided, in came that snake
Jake
Stone cold, and Stunned
All of creation with hate
Wait
Pride polluted and tarnished perfection
Injected doubt broke trust with a question
Calmly Convoluted Commands to Reject it
Neglected stout hope lust insurrected
Affections reroute to self and Infection sprouts
Will Curse all with a sentence
Disobedience altered Direction
Now everything is fallen, dejected
A foul, to be called, an ejection
Upon all, the products, defected
Dark overall, now its all's this complexion
Call disconnected
Now there's a Dial Tone
Love mourns
How's that for injustice?
Being Crushed
For those who crushed us
By those who crushed us
Knowing they wouldn't love us
Yet to reconnect to the still born
Elect, to interject his will, born
In a shack, where slop lays, and ills swarm
I'll hang, blood drenched, my skin torn
I'll Stand in-between
To get you to the source
Take the whole magazine
While My mother watches
So your mother can walk in
Give up the Caspe
To provide, everything
I'll Bleed
As you sit behind that wheel
War inside you cry
Broken hearted, humbled, weary
Tired of this life
Know your burdens I have carried
Let my yoke reside
Foundations of the earth
I had you in mind, so I
Bleed
To restore this from its fallen state
Bleed
Free your mind and cover you with Grace
Bleed
In Forever I have made a place
There's now Power, you can overcome
When Ravens Cry Out My Name, I'll
Be Every thing you need
Joy, comfort, wisdom, peace
Resource, refuge, strength, indeed
Oh when you call on me I'll
Don't be anxious or worry, I'll be
Your sound mind, power, relief
Fear not son, I'm all that you need
Oh when you call on me
Bleed
To restore this from its fallen state
Bleed
Free your mind and cover you with Grace
Bleed
In Forever I have made a place
There's now Power, you can overcome
When Ravens Cry Out My Name, I'll
I'm in a war for my mind
And my might, it won't succeed
We are hurting, world is fallen, rotten
Lord please bring relief
You have all power, Father
So this hour
I submit my sight
I need you to be my eyes
Hear me as I Cry