Oh, oh Oh, oh Told myself that someday it'll be I told myself that someday it'll be better than it is And I'm not there yet, but I'm closing in soon I told myself that someday we won't have to play pretend And a lot has changed, but I can't escape you You're in my brain like every second I try so hard to just forget it But it's not that easy It's not that easy Our friends and family wouldn't get it I tell myself I'm not dependent But it's not that easy It's not that easy I told myself that someday it'll be better than it is And I'm not there yet, but I'm closing in soon I told myself that someday we won't have to play pretend And a lot has changed, but I can't escape you