You're finally happy now Because I'm unhappy now You're finally happy now Finally happy now You're finally happy now Because I'm unhappy now You're finally happy now Finally happy now Killing my brain cells with TV and drugs Sometimes I think that killing myself could be fun I always had a temper but at least I don't run Just dont run from me tonight I grew up in a happy home Until that happy home said fuck it I'm paranoid about having kids cuz I know Ima wreck em We only fucked in the bathroom I gave that girl a C-Section inside her heart now It's getting fucking dark now So when I thought I got Jamie pregnant I was boutta lose my shit I got pending charges on me but I aint about to snitch Because I'm hard now I got a new bitch on my arm now She's calling me daddy because she aint got one My homies girl got killed in a hit and run My homies girl got killed off of a Xanax pill that shit was cut with Fentanyl Live laugh love Pray for love Even if it escapes you Pray for love Wish upon a star but I'm just lookin up I pray that you forgive me for everything I done I hope that you forgive me for everything I done I'm betting against myself right now I hope you won I'm staring at the sky right now I'm somebody's son Mama told me baby put your guns in the ground But mom I wish I had my gun right now Sitting in the studio hoping I don't peak right now Cuz I got signed, got rich, and burned my money to the ground Calling bitches women Calling women bitches Yeah I'm proud That everyone I knew when I was a kid think I made it out When in reality this winter I was almost dead But they just wanna know about being signed at Def Jam, What's coming next? You're finally happy now Because I'm unhappy now You're finally happy now Finally happy now You're finally happy now Because I'm unhappy now You're finally happy now Finally happy now I'm not even fucking signed anymore either