I wouldn't call this happy But it's something I wouldn't call this blissful But it's something I'm cleaner Than I was (than I was) Than I was (than I was) Cleaner than I was Thought I would've pulled the plug by now (by now) Thought I would've pulled the plug by now You waited (you waited) I waited too You waited I waited too I coulda been cowboy, coulda been a rockstar, coulda been an astronaut Coulda been a doctor, coulda been a boxer, coulda played basketball But I waited I wouldn't call this happy I'd call it alcohol (I'd call it alcohol) Wouldn't call it lonely I'd call it nothing at all Call it apathy, call it atrophy Lonely all the time now Lonely all the time now Anxious all the time now Bored out of my mind Thought I would've pulled the plug by now You waited (you waited) I waited too You waited I waited too I coulda been cowboy, coulda been a rockstar, coulda been an astronaut Coulda been a doctor, coulda been a boxer, coulda played basketball