Listen to me for 15 minutes this once No interruptions, I'm getting left behind Try and understand my twisted points of view These songs were filler to something through I look around and get to see the picture clearer It's all here The cigarettes, the lighters The pictures, highlights of my life You could say it was well lived I would insist that you're lying 'Cause honestly, with modesty I say I'm the saddest fucking person You'll ever get the chance to meet Hear me out okay? We're not even halfway there Although at this point I'd say the lines' all blurred 'Cause most of you skip the songs When you feel like it's due Usually halfway there Easy to play pretend Easy to say they're great Is there a reason to exist or is my mind playing games? Usually avoid the end Mostly by texting friends Most of the time I live in 2010 Wonder when will I figure out My youth is dead Wish I could say it worked Long winding roads My phone went off My heart just stopped Wish I could say it worked Long winding roads My phone went off My heart just stopped This was Filler You got the picture clear now It is my time to leave I hope you had a day This was Filler You got the picture clear now It is my time to leave I hope you had a day