Pour a shot to get the day started
That's what I've been on lately.
Everybody wanna judge like they know
Just what can save me
I don't really think I wanna be here anymore
It's a feeling that I can't ignore
I've been misleading deceiving
My soul is fleeting
This demon Inside me screaming
He's reeling me in this evening
I'm bleeding
In this glass of mine
Whiskey pours heavy like
The sands of time
And these waves that I made
Leave a trail behind me
Ain't No need to throw shade
When the sun never shines
There's a monster on my shoulder And he's hoping I fall
I don't want to answer his call
Do and I'm a ruin it all
Put my sorrows in this bottle
Pour a shot and I swallow
Every regret, every stress and every problem
Don't know if I can change my ways
Or rearrange the pain I feel
Won't sell my soul
Won't make that deal
I made mistakes to pay my bills
Life's taking its toll
No faking this shit
Popping pills and drinking bourbon
Such a dangerous mix
Like, an automatic playing
Russian Roulette
Ninety percent of my life has been
A fucking regret
I'm still smoking weed and binge drinking
Again thinking I should change
And then the sins deepen
I've been weakened
I'm staring at a stranger when I
Look on the glass
You want to talk about trauma
Then just look at my past
There's a monster on my shoulder
And he's hoping I fall
And I don't want to answer his call
Do and I'm a ruin it all
I blow it all on alcohol
Pour me another drink I'm going out of my mind
Throw it all on alcohol
Pour me another round
Me another round
I blow it all on alcohol
Pour me another drink I'm going out of my mind
Throw it all on alcohol
Pour me another round
Me another round
I'm falling down
I'm falling down