I found
Myself in the depths of my fear
Dredged out now it all feels so clear
Eviscerating the leech that's been siphoning
I killed the wraith of despair
Exhale the violent and toxic air
Now will I learn from my past
Or let it all fade to black
Agency belittling a cacophony of emotional tides
I've found meaning to life
Take back the notion that I control my mind
As every future and past collide
I knew that if I could dig inside
I'd find a reason to stay alive
I tried to take my life
Thought I would end in defeat
But after this hell I know
Hope won't abandon me
Take back the notion that I control my mind
As every future and past collide
I knew that if could dig inside
I'd find a reason to stay alive
I've found
Sometimes it hangs like a rock for days
And you can't control the floodgates
Ripping a path of agony through me
Take back the notion that I control my mind
As every future and past collide
I knew that if could dig inside
I'd find a reason to stay alive
And when the time comes for me to die
I've made amends with my sacrifice
I knew that if I could dig inside
I could take back what's left of my life
I'll quell the tide
And take back my life