Some hot rain is circling in my brain Wet flame flowing with the shame Call me a doc, don't want to be alone Used to talk to my body but not to my soul Laughing at my selfish second mind It's blind very proud and way too loud Giving up this life is not the way I'll never know what I'm gonna do about it A A AAA I'll never know what I'm gonna do I've found the lonely place, heart an empty space There's no light, no grace; it's hard to face I'll hold my breath just for a second To see If I'm gone There is the place where I want to be I'm keeping my own ecstasy Now I want to go, go HOME!