I left the gun under the bed No trace of blood on the pillow Don't ask for more She's very dead She's like the wind that wouldn't blow I left a note on the table A farewell love song some photographs She used to say I was unable I proved her wrong who's laughing now? Don't get this wrong I really meant it It was just like shooting the mirror The blast sounded perfectly in its right place It follows me The misunderstanding in her eyes was so real I'd have watched her die If when she fell behind the couch I hadn't crashed down on my knees As was taking a deep breathe A swarm of toughts all very clear Exploded in a million pieces I rose upon my own ashes As I was cleaning up the mess I watched her dead flower in a dress I dropped a kiss on her shoulder And waved goodbye and waved at her Don't get this wrong there's nothing to fear I'm all gone now I'm all disappeared The last shadow in my head Has been hidden under the bed