Killing myself again and again I am the Phoenix platinum 0 I might never know myself in the end But I'll find a way to cope with drugs in my head I just been feeling the drugs, the high I never knew I could touch the sky Fucking a bitch in the truck aha Smoking this piss in the cut aha See what I wanna see I don't wanna be a fiend What I wanna be's a muthafuckin G Pretty little bitch told me she a freak Suck on my pipe til I'm grinding my teeth Stuck in my mind like a time in the week 3:45 and I'm crying to sleep Smoking a blunt and I'm high on the beat Smoking a blunt and I'm high on the beat Rocking snitches like it's easy I need a bitch that never need me John Cena, you could never see me I'm sipping water, only Fiji Killing myself again and again I am the Phoenix platinum 0 I might never know myself in the end But I'll find a way to cope with drugs in my head Killing myself again and again I am the Phoenix platinum 0 I might never know myself in the end But I'll find a way to cope with drugs in my head Why the fuck would you wanna die sober? If I wanted to die sober I'd kill myself right fucking now you feel me? But no, I don't wanna die sober Muthafucka I wanna die high Kill em with the venom and I put em in a bin I never get up on a level til I get em with a pedal And I met up with the devil and bumping heavy metal And I'm never gone develop like a polaroid set up Killing myself again and again I am the Phoenix platinum 0 I might never know myself in the end But I'll find a way to cope with drugs in my head