Hard to stay focused on my own A lot of times I feel all alone Trippy drugs tonight we ain't stoned I'm gone howling at moons in the night time Foreal Drowning in my pain I won't float Life is just some mirrors and smoke Somebody toss me a rope down here We in hell to be clear, we in hell to be clear Hard to stay focused on my own A lot of times I feel all alone Trippy drugs tonight we ain't stoned I'm gone howling at moons in the night time Foreal Drowning in my pain I won't float Life is just some mirrors and smoke Somebody toss me a rope down here We in hell to be clear, we in hell to be clear Now I'm falling you cut the rope Now I'm drowning but I can't choke I sell myself short My anchors broke Now I'm drowning but I'm afloat The silence hurts me I'm full of dread These four walls haunt me they want me dead My time is ticking I cant think straight I question myself am I a fake Back to the better me Back to a better dream I got a tendency craft my Raps with the Melody's Studying the chemistry Racks with fidelity allegedly I snap accidentally Smoke my dope sentimentally I Coat my throat with serenity You Cut my rope of identity You Took my hope and integrity So I can't take this I'm not the same Tears don't come with this sort of pain Telling myself, I'll be okay Not so simple, I'll stay at bay I can't take this where is my home I can't take this I'm all alone I can't take this where is my rope I can't take this