It requires the stars to count the ways that I miss her
Reminiscent happiness vanishes as my bliss blurs
Into collected yesterdays – just beyond my reach
Where celestial satellites create rest and take sleep
My fate creeps along this icy precipice of sadness
For the stars now serve only as reminders of her absence
And they shine bright – reflecting on my stream of tears
Nothingness irritates my memories, dreams disappear
Clearly lost – a bogging fog now blocks the Peak
Theories tossed – the jogging thoughts are lodged now so deep
Beneath the ribcage, my organ recognizes familiarity
My heart screams in sorrow like the Wind crying Mary
And it devises a very strong breeze
So I'm left searching for the warmth similar to the type that the Sun leaves
For if Love is something my Heart, Soul, and Mind can grace
Then I will travel with my body to the ends of time and space
I have woken up with a Sunrise clutched beneath my covers
And inside of my arms, she showed me all of the colors
That flutter and bounce, with luminous leaps and bounds
It wasn't only the images, she also would speak the sounds
That deeply surround my Heart with the warmest music
Vibing to vibrations – exposing new forms of movement
And she moved with the grace of acrobats and ballerinas
But is this actually reality – can it be that I have seen her
Elsewhere besides the landscape shaping my dreams
Small spectacle of freckles accentuate her eyes of green
I recognize the scenes my perspective unfolds
The affection becomes collected is she the Sun to this Soul
One Love to hold and faithfully trust One love to give
Over lonely waters of today – she awaits at the bridge
To a brighter day – No longer do the doubts flare
For my trust in Love means that she's bound to be out there
But every breath, still feels like a grueling test
Fueling stress that builds up putting a still on the progress
Filled with complex thoughts, I should just take it easy
But that's seemingly impossible as the warmth decides to leave me
It leads me to chase countless Horizon starts
To re-energize the boundless vibes inside of my Heart
I'm divided in parts which makes it hard to continue
But familiar circumstances reverberate what I have been through
But this felt like something more – truly undefined
My Heart's astronomy finds her beautifully aligned
To Sunrises that occur on Utopian planets
But her absence leaves a sadness making all of the stars vanish
And if I wasn't such a fool, I wouldn't be numb as fuck
But sincerely speaking, I wish her the best of luck
Fools always rush in, which means I'm numb as fuck
Just tell her she is stellar, and send her wishes of luck