Used to look back
Till I got used that
Lost a few people
I can't get'em back
Count up my loses
And turn'em to stacks
Loss after loss got the mindset on Lucy
Truth kinda crazy and niggas speak loosely
Niggas get crazy when they thinking losing
Say anything, cause they hope for confusion
Love kinda crazy, it might get you stupid
When you add in that timing, it might make you ruthless
Accountable thought make it hard for regrouping
Just cause they did it don't mean you should do it
I Learned that the hard way, you only look stupid
Walk roads on my lonely, I had to get through it
Sulked lost on some money, I really felt goofy
Placed blame on bullshit, cause now I see though it
Regret don't live wit me, so fuck it it's fucked
Stress on my chest, so you know it stay tucked
Popped a few pills, so you know it was up
Gotta kinda close but realize I'm stuck
Since die, I been trying, I ain't get no fucks
Shout to them niggas, who really showed up
I wouldn't be here it wasn't for them
Spark up bob cause I lost most of them
Recovered, and played all them hands I was dealt
Resolve, had me feeling like, king of the hell
Life was on fire a story to tell
Test my desire, comparison pale
It ain't no way, i could be like nobody
It ain't no way, I'm leave it to time
I let it go, cause I ain't got time
Made up some new shit
And left shit behind
Tried to step back, and that fucked up my time
Had me fucked up
But fuck it's my time
Hook
Used to look back
Till I got used that
Lost a few people
I can't get'em back
Count up my loses
And turn'em to stacks
Verse 2
The villian arc started like 4 years ago
Gave up redemption, so money don't fold
Heart got so cold, that that I fell back in code
Still got them pictures, to remind me to go
Can't be that nigga, that show all them lows
Can't be that nigga, that end up on froze
Won't be that nigga that sell off my soul
Can't fix who don't like me, I know how shit goes
But I don't live spiteful, that shit on the code
Ain't here for forgiveness that shit done got old
Rather get blue faced, that never get old
Cause bitchs be ruthfus, for gains, and it shows
Hersay be crazy, but fuck it who knows
People like drama, do shit for the show
I don't got time, and lately it shows